OMG OMG OMG OMG ..............

yes im in shock lol.
if your wondering why then i shall tell you if not just skip to the next paragraph :P but i know you wont do tht because your all wonderful and like to hear about my life hehe. Right so basically i am in shock because the other day i was casually on facebook and me and my brother were having a chat about primary skl and i though oo i wonder if any of my old mate would be on there. (bearing in mind i left in yr 4 and can harldy remeber there names and what they look like) but anyway, there was 3 people i could remeber and they were amy, laura and adam copestake, i only remebered these because they were going to be my step sisters and brother. yh so i typed in amy copestake and it came up with 2 people and tbh none of them looked like the amy copestake i could remember but i clicked on her and she had laura copestake and adam on there so i was like OMG OMG OMG i have found my old step sister which was pretty cool tbh. I had doubts though that she was going to accept me because basically my dad and her mum had this huge argument and after tht we never spoke again. but she accept me today i was soooooooooo happy, we got chatting and we were talking about all the memories about when we were little, :O i miss them. it was so niceto speak to her again, and i hope we stay in contact tbh.

anyways nice to have you all back with me :P. in other news: actually i dont have any other news apart from how :( i am tht charlotte cant sty around mine tomorrow night :( but i still love her all the same XD xxxxxx

anyways all for now
love you all
xxxxxxxxx

EUGH

im ill sooooo not good, i think i may have swine flu (which i dont want) cuz i have been in contact wih ppl tht have had it :(. but apart from feeling really crappy im all good.

so what has my weekend consisted of? well . . . .

FRIDAY
went around nat n chloes and stayed there the night, we watched Gia honestly you gotta watch it its such an awesome film with great story line and everything ohh yh and the sex scences :L angelina jolie is Gia btw XD.I got sooo drunk lool i cant actually remember much. i remeber nat n chloe going out though and then coming bk in after there night out and chloe being absalutly gone and shouting I WANT A KABAB and acting like a little kid aha pissa.

SATURDAY
was still round nat n chloes cuz i slept there, we decided to watch Dirty Sanchez (Y) EUGHH it was sick lol. then nat n chloe went to hanley and i went bk home and just layed in bed all day :(

SUNDAY
went my nans, came home did nothing lol.

anyways thts all
love you all
xxxxx

:O

as if i forgot all about my blog AGAIN!!
well thanks to charlotte she reminded me, think she was trying to say it in the nicest way lol "erm... i think you have forgot about you blog again bbe" :L lool. well i WILL try and keep on top of it, no promises i have a mind like a sieve lol.
first of all let me say im sooooooooooo glad my baby girl is back off holiday i missed her so much, its such a shame tht i have to go on holiday in about a week and half :O. love you bby.

anyways .. .. .. .. so whats been going on in my life recently: well tbh not alot, we went to fairford R.I.A.T (Royal International Air Tatoo) a couple of weeks ago, it was so amazing apart from all therain grrrrr. check out my photos on facebook here and also here. you will see by the pictures how dull and horrible it was but it was a good day.
that is actually it for my life lol (nothing exciting ever happens haha) well i went nat n chloes last night had some cider and had a brill time (y) chloe makes me laugh so much. ohh she murdered my cow. for those who are thinking ive gone mad, dont panic lol, it was a rubber tht nat gave to me cuz it was a cow lol n then chloe decided she would stab it to death lol, i gave it a bath too cuz me n nat were washing dishes and chloe came in with my slaughtered cow so i gave it a bath in the water aha. FUN TIMES!!!
anyways im going to leave it there
loves you all
xxx

noo way

omg as if i havent blogged for so long. Thanks charlotte for reminding me that the website even exists lol. anyways my apologies for not blogging but i will keep on track now XD.

so whats happened recently; well one major event is I HAVE FINISHED YEAR 9 WOOP!! yes now all i have to look forward to is being in crap classes with people i hate lol. nahh dont hate them all just a few.
i found out tuesday i m in set 2 for everything (science,maths,english and ICT) which is quite good actually especially for me as i havent really had the best of times at skl tbh and had loads of days out for visiting various councillors and stuff so for me to get into set 2 is a mojor acheivement XD.
i have also found out that i have actually got all my first choices for my options which were, French, Science, History and art. although i did get a letter saying that i cant do French and business studies anylonger i just have to do the normal module for french which is pretty pants if you ask me but ohh well.
i cant think of much more that has happened over the past couple of weeks tht is actually worth blogging about.
Cant wait until tonight new housemates going into big brother, and also i soooooooo cant wait until tomorrow i get to see my baby girl again,(this could get all mushy, and i know you will read this charlotte)
i havent seen you for so long gorgeous i miss you so much, i cant wait until tomorrow so i can just look into your gorgeous eyes again, and hear the words "i love you" come from your lips. i love you so much bby your my world and i cant wait to see you again. love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

right good i have you all back now and i have also thought of something to tell you, its actually quite sad really. My aunties mum has died, and my auntie had to tell my cousins the other day about it they were devistated :(

anyways all i have to say for now
love you all
xxx

frickin awesome day XD

right first off apologies for not blogging recently, this was actually due to my lazyness, and the fact tht i had nothing to blog about, but my saturdays are always eventful so now i do tehe.
ohh 1 other thing tht i want to say to before i tell you about my day is: get well soon bby i love you loads n loads XxXxXx

right there we go on with today;
well basically court came round n we had fack all do so we played ball, and then chloe joined in next door (i decided go on her team as it would of been 3 against 1) lol. after chloe had gone beale went in and we had fack all do so we decided to go for a treck to bukkie park. this was a great time, the animals are so cool. we named 2 of the animals because we are cool like tht one is called sporticus (baby goat) and the other is called spoony (black sheep) awww sporticus is so adoprable (the pics are on my facebook if you wanna check it out tehe)
anyways after going to bukkie park we decided to climb trees cuz were so awesome lol, ohh and whilst climbing a tree we trespasseed into an old folks home lol and we thought the pigs were after us but they wernt lol
anyways tht was today

love you all xxxx

immence

right so today was truely amazing, yes you have probs guessed that i met up with charlotte in castle. t was such a fun day, we kind of started off the day by getting everything we needed and them walked around aimlessly lol. which coincidently made us bump into dan jamie (i think) and im really sorry but i cant remember the other dudes name, but anyway there charlottes mates, and they were being really random lol. ohh and we waved at every bus tht went past because were super cool. then not long after they went to H.B and so did we but we beat them there, and after we went to randomly sit down somewhere. and then i got a text threw from katie saying ......something amazin will happen in the next 9 mins...... i so we actually waited 9 mins to see what happened, and something did happen, XD we had the most amazing kiss of all time XD amazingness. anyways after there we went to queens gardens as we were kinda disturbed from our place we were in because laura (charlottes sister) was roming around and nearly saw us. anyways in queens gardens we just sat there having genral fun on the grass, and i also made a penis on her leg lol cuz im just super cool haha.
anyways all for today:
love you baby
xxxxxx

recently!!

ok so whats happened recently: well on wednesday (yesterday) our class went onto a skl trip to ironbridge, it was so fun, we were all just pissin about really. me and cortney defo pull off the builders chique very well lol. erm what else happened on tht day, erm, well on the coach we were all singing random songs at the top of our voices because were super cool. thts about it but it was a totally awesome daay, but just cba write loads about it, ohh btw go check out my pics on either myspace or facebook.

erm other news: on saturday its been decided that i am going to go and meet charlottes parents and sister :O im rather scared but sure it will go ok. well hope so anyways.

anyways cba blog lol

love you baby
xxxx

sorry i havent blogged in a while

as the title says, im sorry bout not blogging, but i have been busy, and then when i havent i just couldnt be arsed to do it so y'ano.

anyways what has happened since the last time i blogged?
well not alot apart from yesterday as i went out with charlotte (whats new) at least this time i did have to sneak out :P we mainly spend the day walking around places i.e Lyme Valley and then finding a card and prezzie for our dads, then we decided to sit in Queens Gardens. we just talked random crap (as usual) and sorta takin the mick out of people going by. i wish it didnt have to end so soon. after my dad picked me up i went round next door to see if nat and chloe were round there as my brother had been textin me the whole time i was out with charlotte saying nat wants you and all that lol, so went to see her, we stayed round rachels for a bit then walked down to hers XD and watched lee evans :P
so that was my day yesterday.
in other news:
i woke up at 4 this morning and had to run to the toilet to be sick i dont know why i was sick but i was 4 times :O (sorry for the irelevant information lol)

anyways all for now
love you baby
xxxx

happy happy happy

yes im very happy lol, i am now aloud back out after being grounded for nearly a month :O woop which now means i can go and see charlotte again XD GREAT!!!!!!!

right back to normality :L
so i havent posted in a while as i have been quite busy with my coursework, yh borin coursework, but apart from coursework i havent done much else tbh.

and i now have nothing to blogg about hummmmmmmmmmmmm

ino lets just leave it lol

love you baby
xxxxx

Awesome day!!!

if you hadnt guessed by the title today was totally awesome, and i shall take you threw my day, and tell you why!!!
So basically i woke up, and not long afte we went my nans, and then after being there i asked my dad if i could take a "walk along the canal" and as you can probably guess i didnt take this walk along the calal, hence the inverted comma's :P yes, i actually went to see my wonderful girlfriend. i actually got there about 5 minutes late, but then found out that she had been waiting almost 15 mins for me anyways WHOOPS!! but it was all fine, then we went o take a walk into the potteries, but along the way we saw Aj and sarah XD so we sat with them for a while until these total nobheads turned up and sat next to us, so me and charlotte decided to take a walk away, anyways we ended up outside next (actually outside, in fresh air) and just sat there for the rest of the time we could spend together cuddling up XD XD. it was so funny because i had my arm around her and my other hand on hers, and 1st of all these muslim people (2 women and a child) decided they wanted a car ticket type thingy, n they seriously couldnt get there eyes of us, we found it so hard not to laugh. Then about 5 mins later 2 more muslim people went past and kept talking about us, major lol!! ohh yh and 3 security gaurds went past and looked at us and instantly turned away LOOOL!! and then it was time to walk charlotte to the bus stop and wait for her to get on the bus!!

so yh tht was my day!!

in other news: well tbh there is no other news, apart from im still grounded :O ino omg much?!

anyways illleave it there for today
love yo baby
xxx

lol

well today was hillarious XD and i shall now take you threw my day!!

First off i got to skl at around 8:00am and waited up toptree for becky m to arrive, when she finally did we went round canteen for our special moring fag. After tht i went into form and waited for tht to end, then went into the dining hall and met beth, cortney, danni, bexci and lorraine and we sat there takin pictures (which i shall upload onto facebook or myspace when i can be arsed) waiting for Mr Johnson to come and tell us when we can get onto the coach. the coach finally arrived at 9:30 and then we went off to Staffs uni, and what a pissa tht was.

so when we finally got to staffs uni after taking a mojor detour there, we met the student embassators tht were showing us around and doing the workshops with us for the day.

fist we had like a life lesson thingy about what uni is all about, and then the fun began!! we got sent off into 2 different groups, and we got the tour around the uni and the campus. so heres the fun bit, me and lorraine were on this "tour" and we got bored so we went off and pretended we got lost LOL we went to the forensic house, there was a proper murder and everything set up, so we decided to investigate lol, then we didnt know tht the other group wasnt far behind us and came in the same room as us, so we hid behind the screen, and didnt actually get caught, we were there the whole time they were investigating lol. as they went so did we, we decided to tag along.
so thts all the fun from the uni trip, the rest off the day we just got random questionaires to fill out and shit. then we arrived back at skl, then all i had to look forward to was a bloody after skl, which actually turned out quite fun, me, dara and ellie making paper aeroplanes with messages on them!! lol, so yh thts my day!

in other news: well i have just been totally shocked by charlotte, she has just told me something tht has left me speechless (this doesnt happen very often) i wont write what she said, as dont know if she wants me to announce it. but basically its amazing XD love you baby xxxxx

all for now
xxx

OMG

what is it with teachers, all they ever want to do is keep in everyone even the people tht have done jack shit (me) apperntly the whole class was disruptive and stuff it was at most 2 people so why keep us in near enough the whole dinner time writting 100 lines saying "i will put my hand up when i want to speak, and wont shout out" and then even after doing them still had the cheek to keep us behind even longer to "discuss work" i really could of killed him. he even goes to me after im sorry i kept you behind you didnt do anything i was like :O you what, you could of let me go but you decided to keep me in a classroom writting out stupid lines, what bloody centry is he from!! and even after doing all tht we still have to go back tomorrow because the class was disrubtive in the detention :@

big rant over!!

in other news:
well beale (brother) and mike and all the other yr11's have now left moorside it seems weird not seeing there tie or even them walking around, and tbh its all going down hill lol, we now have most of all the yr 7/8's smoking round back of library :O and kids in my year have decided they will collect johnny's and fill them with water and throw them at teachers (was funny) we also have the yr 10's being majo bullies to yr 7's and also the yr 10's being little rebals towards teachers (they think there hard now because the year 11's have left).
the only other news i have is im really missing my girlfriend majorly my dad has grounded me so i cant see her :( soooo not fair, but when i do see her ext she will get the biggest kiss she has ever had of anyone :P (and thts a promise charlotte lol) xxlove you babyxx

all for now
speak soon
xxx

lol

it really makes me lol when you say to your mates "ohh guess what, my gf is sleeping mine next week" there reply "omg, i wonder what you will get up to" Classical, happens all the time, mainly with men, if you say it to a girl there just like "cool" but all guys ever think about is sex and the minute they think the subject will turn to sex there in. LOL

anyways i have nothing else to say apart from good night all

love you baby xxxx

hi, i really have nothing to blog about at all, hummmmmm, nope still nothing. Today is going to be so boring i have nothing to do, and cant go out. erm, yhep still nothing to say. Ohhh yh Well done Chalotte on finally doing all ur exams (you will get great results) erm i think ill just go as there is fack all to discuss lol

love you baby
xxx

no school

today has been great NO SCHOOL!! mainly because i had o sleep last night, so i decided to stay off n go sleep whilst all my mates were busy learning :L so what have i done today? well not alot really apart from had a good old chat with one of my best mates, who i havent spoke to in such a long time, we used to have such great times :D.

in other new: i have my maths exam tomorrow :O and i miss my baby soooooooooo much, love you charlotte <3

all for now

love you baby
xxxx

back at school XD

yes as it states in the title i am now back at skl, but its all good, loved seeing me mates again, proper made me lol all day. erm well there isnt much to say about today, only finding out tht one of my mates is so innocent and even worse than charlotte lol, she has never held hands/kissed/went out with a boy/girl :O erm what else has happened today worth blogging about? well nothing really, apart from my mates bf got proper offended when she told him she was bi as a joke to see his reaction, omg wasnt good at all lol whoops!!

so in other news . . . . wel there is no other news apart from im missing my baby girl like mad, hope we can meet up very soon (yn)

all for now

love you baby
xxx

last night/ poem for my baby

hey people,
well we went to the party last night. was totally awesome. it was such a shame tht our parents were picking me n charly up, otherwise i suppose we would of drunk alot more aha. so what happened at the party? well cleo (charly's mate) was trying to get us to do stuff all night, (not tht i would of minded but evertime she said it every1 turned round lol). at around half 10 we started to play "i have never" me and charl seemed so innocent lol. then before we had to go we went into the kitchen to like say goodbye and "yano" lol. then she got a text saying her parent were outside, so we kissd and then she went and i got left alone with the others lol, i make it ound such a bad thing but it wasnt. Cleo decided to interigate me lol fair enough. then my dad turned up lol.

yh so tht was last night, and i cant blog about today as i have only just woke up. but i will write a little something and its for you charly btw i made this up last night after having a drink lol:

Because of you
my world is now whole,
Because of you 
love lives in my soul.
Because of you
I have colour in my eyes,
Because of you 
I am no longer afraid of good-byes.
My love for you is pure
boundless through space and time,
it grows stronger everyday
with the knowledge that you'll always be mine.
At the altar
I will joyously say 'I do',
for I have it all now
and it's all because of you.

i really do love you bbe, you are my world.
speak soon

love you baby
xxx

afternoon every1
what glorious weather :D yesterday i think i was out in the sun a tad to long lol.
anyways whats happened today? Well finally got to sleep at 8 this moring :O and got awoken at half past, how wonderful is tht :( if your wondering who woke me up it was the bloody new neighbors we have living next door to us (the one with 6 kids) they decided to cut the grass so early in the mrning it woke every1 up :( . . . major rant over lol, what else has happened today? well not alot really apart from just got a major set back, tonight im not going to be spending the night with my wonderful gf as her dad said she should come home as she needs to revise and stuff and doesnt want her staying up to late. But all is not lost as i am atill going to see her tonight (i shall tell you tomorrow how it goes) were just not sleeping over. Yh hts all tht has really happened so far today

love you baby
xxxx

sun glourious sun :P

afternoon all!!

right so whats happened today? well was awake at 5 because of some fuckin bitch tht decided to phone me to tell me she was in a field in mud (as if i care, i was bloody sleeping) and then at around 11 i came down to see if my gorgeous gf was online, and as it happened she was, so we talked until about 1 as she was going to the cinema with her mate loz XD. but skip back to 5 mins earlier, my brother decided to challenge me to eat a sour gobstopper, so i thought id capture the moment on cam, and yes as you probably guessed it was to charly lol, anyways when i put it in my mouth she decided to lol at me :O ino shocking isnt it. right back to after 1, there was nobody on msn so i thought id go and have a little sit outside, and tht little sit turned out to be 4 hours worth :P i now have a wonderful sun tan tehe. your probs wondering what the hell did i do for 4 hours? well i read a book all about Vampires :P its such an awsome book. so after reading near enough the whole book i decided to come in as i was absalutly sweltering out there.

so yh tht is what i have been upto today :P

speak soon
love you baby xxx

night all

*yawns*

i am so ready to go to bed, but before i do go and spend quality time with DJ quilt and MC pillow lol im going to tell you about whats happened since my last blog.

right well, i have been thinkng about my baby all day, as she hasnt be able to get online as she has been revising, and as i havent heard off her all day, i was thinkng well why dont i create something tht will remind me of her when she isnt around, so i went onto Fireworks and created a pic i absultly love it tbh, hope u all apreciate how much stress i went threw with creating tht lol. tht is my pic up there :P ^^^^^

*yawns*

anyways off to bed
speak soon

love you baby xxx

a little summary of the day so far

right since my last post i havent done much, apart from went outside and stood on the step, basically because i wanted to see the new neighbors i have living next door to me, they have so many kids i counted so far 6 and there is also 1 on the way OMG much?! yh so i was being nosy, and then noticed my other next door neighbors door was open so i decided to wait outside because i thought nat (a mate) was round there, and luckly enough she was, so when she came out i went to strike up convo :P i felt like a right Hobo as we were sitting on the pavement as she was telling me about her argument she had with her gf (there fine now) and then she goes im going the shop fancy a walk so i thought why not, so she went shop ( i now have fags epic win:P ) thanks beale for paying for me to get some XD. yh so after the shop we decided to go down nats for a while to get away from the house for a bit, stayed there for a lil while and now i am back here woop.

in other news:
dont have much in other news, apart from on june 1st nat has her court apperance to get rhys back, and hopefully she does get him back, miss him so much, he has so grown up now, he can walk near enough and bum shuffle :P and speak a range of words XD

yh so all for now speak soon

love you baby
xxx

afternoon

afternoon people :)
hows every1?
right so what is there to tell you? well tbh not much at all, all ive done today is woke up at 5 yes bloody 5 OMG and from about half 5 until 11 i watched T.V not muh on at all was rather boring, so i decided to play CatchPhrase on my phone :P i have now completed the game EPIC WIN!! After that decided to come downstairs only to see tht my baby girl wasnt on MSN (n) but i now know y . .. and if your wondering its because she needs to revise for her Exams.
yh so thts about it?!
YUM just got back from the shop energy drink woo go me :P
right this is totally random but some song lyrics have just come into my head (8) your eyes melt my heart everytime i see you, your smile makes me feel warm inside(8)

anyways all for now
2 days baby
loves x x x

so . . .. .

right this is once again my 2nd post of the day (anyone would think i was getting obsessed) well actually tht may be true, damn you charly :P but thought id do a post as there is no1 to tlk to as my gf has gone dancing.
so what is there to tell you, well ..... i have basically spent my whole afternoon speaking to the one and only miss Charlottle Ball but i suppose you all could of guessed tht. also all afternoon i have been on social networking sites, and cleaning them all up. i have also been listening to a whole load of random songs, and aload of them i can now relate to XD

so what else is there to say?
well nout really apart from i so cant wait until saturday to see my baby again (yes ino i said tht in the last post, but thts how excited i m lol)
all for now
love you baby
xxxx

good afternoon :)

damn my bloody insomnia i have been awake since 6 and i only got to sleep at 3. i am sooo tired, its unbeliveable. Ugh suppose i better start revising for my exam on monday (maths) :( not good. ahh i need a maths set for tht, i shall have to go and buy one soon. erm, what else do i have to tell you? erm wel this is probs of no intrest to you but me and my brother have been singing random songs such as "superman, F.U.R.B (fuck you right back) and beliver lol." it made me lol. right this blog is just going on about random shit lol.

what else do i have to tell you?
well only 3 days until i see my baby girl again woop woop, and this time i et to spend a whole night with her yay as her mate has said tht we can stop hers yayness. Ohh god just had a flashback of last night :L basically was talking to charlottle until 11pm last night (what a surprise) and we were just going oin about saturday and she goes "we get to spend a whole night together and i mean tht in the most inocent way possible" so i typed back and goes" "inocent" " lol. tht probs wont amuse you but it did us lol.

anyways all for now

love you baby girl xxx

2nd blog of the day lol

right then i just need to get some random shit out my head. basically i keep going into a total gorm and thinking about my gawjus gf (L) i so cant stress enough how much she means to me, ino this isnt nice to say but without her, i think by now i would of gone insan and be 6ft under right now. she is so amazing, and even if she doesnt think so shes helpped me threw so much, just by her being there. i so cant imagine life without charl right now.
right all i have to say on the matter
hope you read this baby girl as it is all about you
xx xx xx

Totally awsome day!

as it says in the title today was truly amazing!
why? well me and charly decided tht we would meet eachother up hanley today, but damn me i was late, my bloody aunite held me up, asking a load of questions and stuff. Anyways i finally got to primark (meeting place) and then we decided to go aimless walking again lol. except this time i wasnt as nervous and basically i was just myself, yes and for all of those that know me tht means TWAT! lol. right anyway as we walked into the Potteries outside the disney store there was a catwalk on so we decided to watch tht and then watch near enough exactly the same thing 1 hour later lol cuz were cool, then we deicided to walk round once again lol. aha as we were walking around we went in the most random shops you can think of, just browsing at the "great" stuff they have. then i decided to be a dick ad run up a escalator going down lol, dont ask seriously do not, i must of been so embarassing as charly had to walk of noooooooo!! yes so basically it was just walking aroud again but was major funny.
And i know your all wondering "well, did anything happen?" well the answer to tht is yes, her mum turned up and we were like leg it aha, so we went donw to where the outside of the market is, and i goes well better ive you a hug before your mum comes and so i did then we kissed :) then her mum rang her and said she was waiting *sad face* and then i gave her another hug and we kised 3 TIMES XD yay!! so yh the answer to your question is yes.

right not much else to say apart from thanks to all the people that have read my 1st blog such as, lauren, nat, chloe, charly <3, sophie and lisha to name a few, carry on reading all my others.
all for now
loves xxxxx

1st blog lol

right ok, so this is my first blog i have done, so sorry if you get bored, and are thinking wtf lol.
you will probs know me as beckii or boo what ever you wnt to call me im soo not fussed. right im just going to tell you a little about me i think.
i go to moorside (so shit) but have amazing mates there, even though i hang around with people alot aolder thn me but i dont care. erm, wat else should you know about me? erm, ohh yh you will most probs find me up hanley most weekends its like me second home, either up hanley or round nats :) also you should know that i am so random and come out with the most stupidest things. i have nothing else to say about myself, but here is a little bit about my wonderful girlfriend.

right ok, so her name is Charlotte (hope i spelt that right) lol, she is the most wonderful person i have ever met, i love her so much tht words cant describle it. i finally kissed her on saturday omg was he best kiss ever, i was like humm, shud i then i just thought what the hell she eitheer loves me for it or hates me lol, and tbh im so glad i kissed her, because the minute i did i was like "right this is going somewhere special, i really do love this girl". ohh yh also on saturday we held hands for a while and it was like totally immense tbh. right so thts about it.

im going to go now as i have nout else to say, will write tomorrow after seeing my baby girl in hanley XD will tell you what happens lol

loves becki xxx